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was a commander, first time, without any experience, i can be proud to tell you that i enjoyed being a camper, without any responsible.focus and concentrate being little noboday through the camp...but,being a commander is total different!God wants me to learn to organize, to lead, to plan and to co-operated with one another..God want me to break the wall in front of me, to kick out the stone before me..to push harder and beyond my limitation.

Realize what it means by " 10 minute sketch on the stage needs 10 years of practise and plan"....
really a "wohoo"..from me...busy-ness had blinded me away most of the time, I couldn't even quiet down myself and seek Him. Thanks God for everything, He is in control and He did not let me being blinded...He called me to quiet down...I did, and cried out to Him on the 1st day of the QT...tear down from my eye and I feel refresh, God's hug me and comfort me..the passage for meditation is about Mary and Martha..I am just like Martha most of the time, busy doing and preparing things,organize and plan; but we forget the more important like Mary does.(p/s: It didn't means that what Martha does is not important, but just doing things in a wrong time..)
ya, i agreed that when the time i suppose to seek God but i didn't, when the time to sleep, but I still awake;the time to focus on my studies, i did other things else. My life is just mess up.


As I look back what I have done, Lord, forgive me for my unclean lips and heart. Only your blood is able to cleanse me from within. Have mercy on me once again. I believe that no matter how good or bad the camp it were be to men, but I offer it up all to You. Help me not losing my faith, but lead me to find strength in You; make my spirit awake, Your joy fills my life once more and in every single work in do.


life in uni gonna be end in a whoosh, Lord, use me as in your will.


In Your name,
Amen.