struggling...

time for making decision , and i am blur with the things , with the road i need to take..the road thats so unfamiliar for me..

I was told to be enjoy, i was told to be in love with it, and i truly blief I can, but things turn it into another way round..turn until you dont even know, whats the next step you need to take..


Who can help me??giving me a little of ur time for me to share, for me to shout out what I want, for me to release it..or just padding it to another person like passing a bom...i hates this bom..but, who cares?/


Story and stories that i wanted to and need to tell, but can I?


I am not emo or whatever...i think i really need a guidiance hand for this..i dont understand why in this world..we need/must/should make decision between two things that you love..just like the old type question girls love to ask thier bf or husband...who will you choose to save if your mum and me are in the river?..=(...



A, B and C..i need them..but B is definitely i will and is my role on this moment..but btween A and C, i only have a chance to choose one of them..i scare and i cant any decision for it..poor me..I want back the passionate Kelly..where r u??