lost..

Im wonder and quite lost for my next step actually. Today my company got 4 new stuff, 3 of them are consultant the other one is customer service. they'll be having their training as i did last time. so boring for me sitting in the office and worked alone..call some of my phone list member and wasted my day again today as usual..i found out that I really lost in direction. Everyone knows that I'll be leaving soon, but I still dont know the actual date yet, maybe end of this month or maybe gonna stay there abit longer. cant do much before i know the confirmation from any local uni...that's what I hate..is like most plp said you plan your life, what you going to be and where you planning to go..but as for my situation, my time is totally out of control..maybe in the coming future I'll be experince it again and again..I just hate it!!I want back my time and my plans!!

just hanging out with some friends in mamak, realize that I really talk lesser than last time that I used to be...the world is change each and every second; and I think Im too..throughout our chat and conversation, i found out too i 've wasted my time for STPM..anyway, lets take it as an experince in life..sometimes we may got into the wrong way of life..dont regret and continue to be happy with your situation right now..guess what, soon you'll realize why GOD direct you to that path...=)

My sales getting drop compare with last month, although I cant conclude it so fast coz today is not the last day for the month..no one will know what will happen for the days thats still left in May..just have that kind of feeling, the tidak apa attitude..

Lord, help me to understand your will and take refuge from You..Amen.